the fault in our stars.

MY COPY FINALLY ARRIVED.
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excuse the excitement, i'm done i promise.
okay so my copy took three extra days to come. that's 72 hours of pure torture i waited.
it came when i was in school, my mum rang to tell me this package had arrived and i made her open it to check..
IT IS HANKLERFISHEDAWGDHOUSFSKNFO JEMUNRHIEWFMDJLKBRGVD

okay, now i'm done. i am profusely sorry.
but i was a tad excited.
and by a 'tad' i mean freaking out, jumping around the sixth form block at my school and generally happy dancing infront of 200-odd off my 17 year old peers. whatever, i don't like them anyway. being weird is fun. NERDFIGHERS.

being bound by contract (we litterally had to sign one) to remain in school and not abandon my studies for the day to go and read my book. unfortunatly. i also had to sit my chemistry exam (which i'm pretty sure, along with my biology, that i failed.. and by failed i mean 'not got an a'.. seriously don't ever say you want to be a doctor until you get the grades. there's too much pressure). the exam was the longest 1.25hours of my exsistance. after which my grandmother picked me up.. AND HAD THE BOOK IN HER CAR. she's a babe, seriously.

i'm half way through now (learning my driving theory is heavily haulting my reading) and i can honestly say john green has the most beautiful way of writing. he sees simple things in special ways and knows the exact words that will convay them perfectly to other people. whereas mere mortals like me stand there waving their arms around for emphasis and using words like 'ergh, umm.. yeah.'
i even wrote an email. which i never do. i feel like a proper fan girl, and he probably won't even read it but i had to, just in case.
the fact that i'm still reading it even though i know it could end badly and break my heart is testiment to he immesnse writing talent and my unquenchable thirst to read the world point of view.

so yeah, if you haven't read it then i seriously suggest you do. and if you don't know what it is then shame on you, go google the word 'nerdifghter' and welcome to a more awesome life.

*awkward wave*

p.s. i just took another photo with my polaroid, i only have one left before i have to find £20 for a new role of film.. but the sun was perfect, i couldn't resist.

why i think university is going to be awesome.

okay, so i'm still about two years away from university and i know i have to work HELL HARD to get there, but i will i promise. and it's going to be awesome.
i want to do medicine (and spanish, if they'll let me) and i want to live 'in halls.' just because. because it'd be awesome to move out even for a year and be totally in control of my surroundings. i just think it makes the whole university experiance more real if you live there.
you get to meet loads of new people, who will hopefully be less suckish that those in comprehensive school/a levels. not more mature though, because i'm not mature. maturity hurts. i don't understand why anyone would chose to grow up when you compare being a kid to being an adult. why would you chose bills, taxes and caring what people think of you when you can live in a world of music, creativity and being able to try new things? oh, and mario. harry potter. and obsessing over boybands, you never see old people waiting for hours outside a hotel for a picture with their bands. they sit at home and knit. fun.

so anyway university. we had this woman come to school weeks ago, and aparently they have like 'groups' with people who like the same stuff? so there'd be a harry potter society. and people who like ice skating. and photography. and just all the stuff you like, and there's loads more people in a university than a school.. SO there's bound to be people who like the same stuff as you!

one word.
NERDFIGHTERS.

i'm just gunna leave that out there.

because it would be beyond awesome to find WELSH nerdfighters.

AND ANOTHER THING. university's have libaries. big ones. with lots of books. all of which i can read. pure heaven.
not that i want to wish my life away, i just can't wait for this kind of consentrated awesome.